day by day~

arghHHx..lousy weather.

11:27 PM, Monday, February 27, 2006

weather's getting terrible..
& sO is my moOd..
esp playing BBALL today...carn stand the freaking sun...

was rather agitated at the period before econs lect.
snapped one of my bands, didn't bring my cOmb..felt like a wreck.
& i felt sticky all over & i can't do anything abt it...

and the econs test was sO irrelevant to wad i studied...
NIA ya rite..
it's more like Money & Prices.

had judo..
today learnt grading for orange belt..
more hip throws..
was glad my partner's here today...
been waiting for her 2 come 2 trng for like 1 week...

back breakfall: oOkies
front breakfall: oOkies
right side breakfall : ya..there
left side: shaky...

natural reaction backfall..
ermx, sometimes i can;t seriously..
i dunno how 2 pretend & flip over & break fall.

sure it WASN'T that bad..
i acknowledged it was bad.
was quite pissed when pple kept saying it's very bad...
like whO cares wad hand i breakfall with...
it's the hand i feel comfortable with & that's that.

dOes it really matter if when i breakfall, my legs mus b str8?
like ya, my natural reaction is to bend..

however, i dO agree that my hand gOes out toO much..
hard for me 2 keep close 2 my side.
i have 2 rmb to take nOte of that.

i was so frustrated that i screamed for sulaiman...
then when he practised with me & i fell,my head touch the mat..

but when we had this mini test, nothing of tt sort happened.
argHX.
whatever.

what a dreaful day..
but sul pinpointed alot of our mistakes when we randori..
i realise it's sO apt...
just that we're toO used 2 wad we're doing now..
it will take time 2 change.

AND i keep forgetting..
it's not only that.
wad the hell is wrong with me...
i think i'm screwed.
shldn't have come to JC.

wells, at least i've nt reached boiling point yet.

diary x is gone forever....

2:37 PM, Saturday, February 25, 2006

I've set up a nohari window here:
http://kevan.org/nohari?name=chervil

If you haven tried my johair window..here's it:
http://kevan.org/johari?name=chervil

*sad*..
my blOg of 2 yrs is gOne...
diary-x is sort of gone forever..and on march 31st..it will officially close down...
haiX.

really like diary-x alot..
perhaps it's becos i've grown sO used to it...

let us now observe 1 mins of silence for the demise of my 1st blog...sObx.

went to gym ytd..
cOs i ddin't take my 5 items screening test..sO i tot i will have afternoOn pe..
but victor tan said he trust me to do pe on my Own..yays!

went to check out my weight, BMI, fat % & metabolism rate...
hMmmM..
i lost weight to 53.2kg~
my BMI has become 19.0 which is the same as my fat %~
as for my metabolism rate, i tink it's abt 1352?
hmMm..compared to my classmates, it's the highest...
but compared to judokas, it ain't tt high..lOlx..
qinqi's MR was astonishing..

recently,i've gotten so sick of everything..
i guess nothing's for eternity..
it's like when i tot i made the right choice..
the right choices started to prove me wrong...

i guess it's just a test of my patience as well as commitment in whatever i do.
but at least, i dun question myself & sink into pessimism like i used to.
gaHhh.
where's that persevering spirit?

for the past few days...

9:07 PM, Thursday, February 23, 2006

wells...
nuttin much happened.

as usual in judO, ran into alot of 'mao2 bing4'..
ahHh..
and now even my breakfalls are questionable..zZz..
but at least i understoOd why tcp asked me 2 randOri..heHx..
oOkies i wronged him!!

but sometimes, he jus doesn't make sense..
he actually put kristal in the middle wt cat. with qinqi..
when she's like extra light weight?!?!
maybe he has a plan~
perhaps he jus wanna include everyone in~

haha..cheryl's opponent came again..
dunnO wad's her name but she's sO coOl~!
lOlx..appearance wise she's like bung-ish..
but personality wise, she's rather cute...
made alot of sound when she play wif me...
she's stiff (in a good way) & her control is hard 2 break..
omg..& her harai is really nice...ahaha..
i barely hit the floor when i fell..i jus touch it & i land sort of lightly on the grnd...

she tOt me quite a bit tho..
hmM & she has tattoOs..on her leg & her arm..!!!!!!
quite shocked..cOs the one on the leg was like a dragOn!??!

i tot guys didnt like girls with tattoOs..
but here there's 1 tt like girls wif tattoOs...lOlx..

guess i need 2 start frm breakfall basics..
esp side breakfall..it was a disgrace..heEex.
but judO does gimme stress...instant stress..unlike studies..lOlx..the stress effect comes 2 u slowly & kills u sOftly~

my 1st blog failed..sObx.

10:07 PM, Tuesday, February 21, 2006

I've set up a nohari window here:
http://kevan.org/nohari?name=chervil

If you haven tried my johair window..here's it:
http://kevan.org/johari?name=chervil

as u all have known..
my orginal blog (i refused 2 use the word '1st') failed due to a massive drive failure on 12 feb...
my virtual world crashed on me~
WHAT LUCK!
soO i'm sort of back after 9 days of absence...

and i noe alot of pple misses me!!!
heEEx..oOkies.
be serious.

sO friends reading this, can u pls drop a tag cOs i need 2 know your link?
i kind of lost all le...haix.

but the positive thing is, i still get to retain my blOg name!!
with an extra hyphen of course..
soO tt it loOks somewhat similar~

a lot of stuff as happened for the past week..
there was "the One" concert which i enjoy tremendously...cOs there were a few potential grps..
and yes, the band that Wenyong played in made us all high!!!
hahaa..+ dey were playing U2 & i absolutely love it!

then there was the ACJC fun fair...
great 2 see my sec skoO mates again..
still the same as before..let's keep it this way...
haunted house was a waste of money..$10..zZz..
cOs we were at the end...sO ghosts were all scaring the front part of the grp only..
& no one grabbed my leg..haha i was more worried of missing a step..

the foOd was not bad..
they had 2 choc fountains..
the skoO main building was quite coOl...
loOks like a shopping mall inside..hahaa
cos dey use glass doOr & marble floOring...

then on sun, there's the kyu grade comp which i ddin't gO..
but was really HAPPY for them...haha
as expected, bubbles gOt gold (so nt surprising lar)..
but my ou xiang no. 3 gt gold..yaY! gogo dihua!!!
hahaa...he's power.
ou xiang no.1 oso gt smth...brOnze..hahaha
small & skinny pple really dO wonders~

celebrated my bro's burfdae tt day..
had alot of foOd which was absolutely scrumptious..!
i have a weakness for mantous..
cOs dey are simple but tasty..& dey go well wif those pork spareribs..yum yum!
i love the dessert ...mangO juice wif pomelo...
overall, it was lovely~
sat there for 2 hrs...

really hOpe chervil will be back in service soOn...
diary-x rocks!
oOops...sorry.

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